Can't find anything in your post to disagree with.

Especially your observations on Europe. True. What a f*cking mess overall.

I've spent years sort of ping-ponging back and forth between two extremes: America-Fuck-YEAH! [belief that Trump (and/or maybe his set of hypothetical hidden puppeteers) seem to be genuinely pro-American, whatever that means these days] and OH-NO!-It-really-is-Problem-Reaction-Solution [belief that Trump and his side are really just one half of a good-cop-bad-cop strategy to enslave America and bring it and the rest of Oceania in line with Eurasia and Eastasia]. I exhaust and demoralize/blackpill myself.