Last year I held the site "hostage" at renewal time, and one member stepped forth and paypaled me $20 to renew the domain for another year. That round is at the one year mark on the 31st but this time I'm not making the offer.

We have probably 4-6 people at best who seem to post, and new posts can vanish for weeks.

What's posted at present and this has been the case for a few years is 99% right wing rage bait and Trump support. It's gotten really totally old.

The board suffered a mortal blow when Idiot/Weevil/C-suckerMcghee went crazy the last time a few years ago and left the board. He injected many new ideas and topics when he was around.

Likewise Idiot engaged with most of my posts. Most of my posts now have no engagement. Now everyone say in unison I'm boring and I'm wrong so I don't deserve responses. That's a bit how it feels.

But if I run the fucking board I'd kind of appreciate when people spar with me (not lambaste me for calling something out, genuinely argue my points) but that has not happened in a long time.

Mainly this site once fed my soul a bit and seemed to have kindred spirits. I don't get any of that at all now and it feels cold and hollow. It feels self mocking to keep this place online considering.